“God, I want to be close to You again,” I murmured to myself as I dealt with children’s laundry. Certainly this week I overflowed with gratitude that I am a nanny again. I continued letting my murmuring flow forth automatically, listening to the thoughts of my inner self, “I just
Well, for the last 15 minutes I have felt like fighting again. Today really knocked me out. I am not sure why. I did not feel like I was winning at all. I didn’t even feel like I had anything left to fight with. My brain was out of it.
I was Davina this morning; but for those of you who don’t know my favorite TV show, that is meaningless; so you should think of Cruella Deville. Ah, but hopefully I was only so in my head. I did cheer up some as the day went on. I am happy
I am convinced that I will be stressed out as long as I decide to be stressed out. When I decide to no longer be stressed out, then I will be done being stressed out. But until then, I will be stressed out. Taxes are done. My bed is made
Currently I am finding it at least a little amusing that I have actually written on this blog every night for more than two years. Not sure why that is funny. It just is. I don’t know how I am doing right now. I am continuing to notice that knowing
I think the hardest part about my spiritual growth is I often feel like the most broken person on earth, like no one else could possibly mess up so much of their life or hurt so many people. I feel like if there was a prize for a life lived
I walked home tonight, thinking, “All I need to do is wake up, be faithful for one day and go to bed. If I do that one time every day for the rest of my life, I will have completed life as a success.” I used to think if there
I have a crazy life. I am tired. It was a bad-ish day. I have really gotten into saying “ish” haven’t I? There was some redeeming value to it. I feel like I am moving forward towards something. I am going through it versus being stuck in it. That is
It was the best day ever. Filled with insane emotions. Over the last few days, I have been confronted with some interesting facts about myself and about CR. I struggle with Christians. I don’t trust Christians. If you have read this blog for more than one day, you probably know
I think I am just a wimp. I cannot decide what is making me more exhausted – what I am doing now or trying to figure out what I have to get done by Thursday. I did not have x time today. I might have x time tomorrow. I am
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