“God, I want to be close to You again,” I murmured to myself as I dealt with children’s laundry. Certainly this week I overflowed with gratitude that I am a nanny again. I continued letting my murmuring flow forth automatically, listening to the thoughts of my inner self, “I just
Today was kind of funny because the sermon was about how peace wasn’t all in our heads or hearts. To be fair the original title of my post yesterday before I changed it was “Quiet: it’s all in my head”. The adjective I would most use to describe my head
I have reached the weirdest point in my journey. When I look at New Jersey versus California, it is all about where I can best die for Him. Live by dying. Die by living. However, you want to say it. Today the cards were definitely in favor of moving to
A ton of emotional processing today. I have peace. I actually feel like I have a next step for my life. I am holding it very loosely before God, but at least there is some idea of how He might use me and what He might work in me in
I am a little disillusioned. God is still faithful. Lord, I have heard of your fame. I stand in awe of your deeds, Lord. Repeat them in our day. In our time make them known. In wrath remember mercy. Habakkuk 3
Life must be happening. I think it was a good day. Largely because, never mind, I am not going to tell you. I think most of life has to do with whether or not one is humble. I need more humble in me. Humble yourselves before the Lord and he
This blog is by far the weirdest thing I have ever started doing in my life. Well, okay it is not. I am sure that I have done really weird things. Even weirder than keeping a public journal of the brokenness of my heart. The weird part is that I
Tuesdays are apparently the days I get sick. I spent the first three quarters of the day in bed. Maybe the first two thirds. Good thing that I can work from bed. The last few hours I have had a mental war. Not sure where it is coming from. Hopefully
A good day. A quiet day. I am not sure whether I learned anything today. I must have. I am in the middle of a babysitting job. The kids are in bed. What is new? It is lovely. I am greatly enjoying it. One of the things I really like
I am changing. Tonight I am excited about going to bed, so I can wake up. I never knew that was even possible three weeks ago. God is faithful. May His kingdom come. May His will be done on earth as it is in heaven. This then is how you
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