“God, I want to be close to You again,” I murmured to myself as I dealt with children’s laundry. Certainly this week I overflowed with gratitude that I am a nanny again. I continued letting my murmuring flow forth automatically, listening to the thoughts of my inner self, “I just
Frozen. A famous Disney movie and how I feel when I am trying to get unstuck. I am too easily intimidated by the opinions of others. Too easily swayed into silence by one person opposing me. I don’t need to be frozen. I can melt. I can move. I can
I am somewhat to very tired, but I am almost over my cold. I am excited about that. God is good. You probably already knew that. My favorite part about today is that God loves me and is communicating awesome things to me. My peace I leave with you. My
I got sad this afternoon. I am not sure why. Not deeply sad. Just kind of sad. I think I am going to try to be in bed by 9. I desperately need sleep. My brain is working too hard to not be resting. I know some of the reasons
I found a penny today. My day was really discombobulated. I wake up super early on Monday mornings, so I took a nap. When I woke up from my nap, my whole world was off kilter. Good things can happen in weird ways. Peacemakers who sow in peace reap a
I am doing very well right now. I tried to rest as much as possible today, but really I have been quite busy. I am about to go to a date night baby sitting job again, so I thought I would journal beforehand, so I can sleep quicker when I
I found two pennies today. I did pretty well this morning, but have lost a little focus tonight. I have some really hard things to face. I would rather get a root canal outside of the price tag. Sigh. Therefore there is now no condemnation for those who are in
I wonder when I will start falling asleep without listening to comedy as I go to sleep? I thought I did last night and woke up thankful that I had made that step (of falling asleep to silence) only to roll over and open up my phone and realize I
God is faithful. Hard day though. Emotions didn’t really care to make my day good. Emotions made my day bad. I am tired. I need a nap. Good thing I have a eight hour nap scheduled beginning in about an hour. That makes me happy. I don’t really sleep eight
I am tired, but it has been a good day. I have figured out that I do not want to do the devil’s work for him. Did I tell you this yesterday? I can’t remember. Every time I am tempted to be bitter and angry at another child of God,