Frozen. A famous Disney movie and how I feel when I am trying to get unstuck. I am too easily intimidated by the opinions of others. Too easily swayed into silence by one person opposing me. I don’t need to be frozen. I can melt. I can move. I can
Tonight I am past tired giggling although I felt really well rested throughout the day. I can tell that I am giving my brain as much exercise as it can take in a healthy way. It just occurred to me that I wonder if I am burning extra calories from
Today was a fascinating day in my life. I don’t think I really want to think about it. It was up and down and weird. In the end I know that God is great and His love endures forever. But when he, the Spirit of Truth, comes, he will guide
He placed the stars in the sky and He knows them by name. He is an amazing God! Freedom is not free. One goes through a lot of pain while attaining it. My God reigns forever. Out of His fulness we have all received grace in place of grace already
If I just said, “My life is weird.” That wouldn’t be very informative, but life is kind of weird. I can’t remember whether it was yesterday morning or this that when I woke up and was still laying in bed, I tried to imagine that who I was 15 years
Life is funny. I am funnier. Funny in this case means strange. Which means life is strange and I am stranger. Which is probably not what being a stranger in a strange land means. Lucky for you, who are apparently reading this, my vision is blurring which means I am
Today was very mixed. I can’t really tell you about it all because I can’t remember it. It was a very long day. I had some epiphanies. I gave up. I continued. I quit. I don’t actually think I cried at all. A friend did threaten me with taking me
Today I am either both going and staying, or neither staying or going. I had a lot of peace today with some moments of sorrow. Right now in this moment, I am randomly super excited about God. The “mischievous smile” kind of excited. The “randomly start clapping” (benefit of living
I have reached the weirdest point in my journey. When I look at New Jersey versus California, it is all about where I can best die for Him. Live by dying. Die by living. However, you want to say it. Today the cards were definitely in favor of moving to
Generally I would be in bed by now (as if you care). :) It did occur to me after yesterday’s post that perhaps I don’t give as much credit to the wait as I should. I can be super hard on myself as if waiting should be easy and not
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