I think God has everything under control, which is really amazing when you think about it. I can’t even keep a single day of my life under control; the entire universe is quite a feat. He thinks of a lot of things that I don’t. If any of you lacks
What a day! My soul is troubled and what shall I say? “Father, save me from this hour?” No, it was for this very reason that I came to this hour. Father, glorify your name! John 12
Our God a mighty Warrior! Tonight my friends prayed with me. I guess a Family that prays together stays together. My God is more than enough for me. He has already won the victory. So Joshua fought the Amalekites as Moses had ordered, and Moses, Aaron and Hur went to
My week has been anything but boring. In this moment the joy of the LORD is my strength. My heart is busting at the seams. The time has come in my life when it makes sense to come boldly before the throne of God and ask for a miracle. Not
Today was very mixed. I can’t really tell you about it all because I can’t remember it. It was a very long day. I had some epiphanies. I gave up. I continued. I quit. I don’t actually think I cried at all. A friend did threaten me with taking me
Who else has had an unbelievable day? I had moments of absolute awesomeness and horror. I had a bad afternoon and visited a place (emotionally and spiritually) that I haven’t seen in a LONG time. Anyway, it feels like a really long time, but it may only have been like
I could say a lot tonight, but it is my dinner group night and so it is late and I need to get to bed ASAP. I’m tired. I am really tired and disillusioned. Life has a way of disappointing someone in a way God never will. I am really
I am so disappointed in myself tonight. I am not sure why at this point in my life I would be surprised by the nature of human nature. I perhaps am not surprised but just thoroughly disappointed in how much I can let the flesh win. I never knew I
I think I am growing and healing. About time. May the grace of the Lord Jesus Christ be with you all. Amen. Romans 15
Today I found myself saying as I was processing pain, “They can win. All the sin and all the pain can rest on me because lack of relationship is much more painful than paying for someone else’s sin.” Afterward, I wondered if Jesus said something similar to the Father at