“God, I want to be close to You again,” I murmured to myself as I dealt with children’s laundry. Certainly this week I overflowed with gratitude that I am a nanny again. I continued letting my murmuring flow forth automatically, listening to the thoughts of my inner self, “I just
I am emotionally exhausted. It is a good day overall though. Someday I will be home. My heart longs for this day. Someday when I wake up tomorrow the first 30 seconds of my day won’t be a devastating realization of how broken this world is. When the Son of
Today I learned that not being honest about my weakness can really make other people stumble. I guess it is true what CR teaches that if a sponsor is not honest with you about their current struggles in life (whatever they may be), you should not have them sponsor you.
God works in mysterious ways His wonders to perform. He plants His footsteps on the sea and rides upon the storm. “Then neither do I condemn you,” Jesus declared. “Go now, and leave your life of sin.” John 8
Today has been a very productive day. This morning seems like a week ago because I have gotten so much accomplished. Hurray! Now I am babysitting, trying to stay awake, watching PBS and cleaning up my Facebook account. Facebook has changed so much in the last eight years, or at
I am irritated at my writing right now. This week I edited an article for someone. They asked me to aggressively edit it. Being asked to be so critical has had me criticizing what I have to say today. I hate when I get to a point in any part
I don’t really feel like posting right now. I don’t want you to know about my life right now. I don’t want you to know about my day right now. I really don’t think it is any of your business. This is a super unfriendly post. Today I vacillated between
Well, for the last 15 minutes I have felt like fighting again. Today really knocked me out. I am not sure why. I did not feel like I was winning at all. I didn’t even feel like I had anything left to fight with. My brain was out of it.
I have the rare problem this summer of continually working myself out of something to do. This is actually a much bigger problem than I would ever imagine. I eventually run out of things I want to get done. I guess it is way better than the opposite problem. I
I figured out something today. A really long time ago, I had an article in the “weekly thought” category about how I had gotten to a point of understanding and knowing “to die was gain”, but I was not at a point yet of understanding and knowing “to live was